User Profile

I'm Jessica. I have lived in Hamburg NY for 21 years, now I am starting fresh and clean, opening a new door in my life and closing that one. I am living with my best friend/boyfriend Sam in Cheektowaga NY. I am currently unemployed due to major injuries in my lower back and neck. Sadly i miss my previous lifestyle, but it has made me who I am, a firm believer in Fate and Destiny. Everything happens for a reason so I am learning to relax, rest and let my body heal so hopefully one day, when the time is right I will be able to do the things I once was capable of, and things I have always anticipated doing with the one person I share everything with. Ive been using Live journal since i was about 13 or 14. I have had over 5 user names and always enjoyed blogging and having an open lifestyle always in anticipation of meeting new people, accepting/replying to comments and basically addicted to the internet, a seperate identity and almost a cry for attention. Now i am 21 years old and this is my PRIVATE journal. I believe by using this once again, it can become a vice, to go hand in hand with issue's I have battled, other's yet to come, and a way to escape from my own mind and get it out and open. Im most definitely not the girl you once knew, I don't even know who I am yet, I don't want to know what I will become, It is a pleasure to wake up everyday with the man I love beside me and a life undiscovered. I never fell for the mundane lifestlye, I have always gone a different route, I will continue to do so and grow, this journal will be further proof!